I feel very agitated today. Can't concentrate. Got too much energy floating around my body. But can't channel it. I have work to do and I can't do it because my mind just can't stay still. Am I ill? Am I OK and just a weak, pathetic person? I woke up early this morning and started going through my past and measuring all the manic stuff. I realised that I am afraid of being OK in case I do something to hurt the people I love. That I will just run away on a whim...never a good idea. This is scary. I am scared of my own energy.
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