...has fallen apart. I'm no longer getting commissions. I'm not sure why - the way I work and the standard of my work hasn't changed. But despite sending out CVs and calling people, I haven't had any work for three months. This is the first time this has been like this for over 10 years. It's difficult. It's embarrassing. Money is worrying and getting more so. It's getting hard to get up and stay doing stuff. I keep hoping that 'x' will fix it.But there have been so may 'x's and none of them have fixed it. So, what to do? Start writing I think. Writing what I want to write. This may not - probably won't - fix it. But there may be something else available from it. I'm not sure...but like everything here it's a journey, an exploration...
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